I’m giving up on you. You proved yourself wrong by sayings would never change between us, they did, and you let them change. So if you want anything whatsoever to do with me, you talk to me first. I did my part and tryed, it’s your turn to see how it feels to try and get absolutely nothing in return. It kills. But I’m gonna go and live it up, then we’ll see if you care as much as you claimed.
Everything is just too much to handle right now. I need something to distract me from all the pain I went through. I’ve gone through more than enough, then any 16 year old should have to. I’m going to do what I need to do to make the hurt go away.