I know eveything I just told you made you feel like an ass. But imagine how much it hurt me to actually tell you. I feel like a complete bitch, but long story short, it had to be said. Whether by me or you, it had to be out in the open. If you don’t realize that, then that proves that things have changed between us. And for the record; you said that’d never happen. 3

Everything is just too much to handle right now. I need something to distract me from all the pain I went through. I’ve gone through more than enough, then any 16 year old should have to. I’m going to do what I need to do to make the hurt go away.